Long after the sacred vows and knot biting moments, last time i checked, i was in a love fest like no tomorrow. Every day and night was a solid bond of emotional and fruitful attachment to the opposite sex. Each solid seconds were moments of cupid’s insanity. After 4 years of famine, Cupid left and considers the author a nemesis. I choose to re-write things this way not to gloat or to sour grape that some people might think I’m still not over to the thousands of teardrop of the past. The fact that I’m steadily confiscating each solid happiness that engulfs me. I learned to forgive and move on with life. Ginormous help from family and running friends help me recover like my right shin did.
A close friend of mine mentioned the other day that “deep down inside, I am not happy” and i take that back. A lot of misfortunes and bountiful happy events/ moments are happening to me as of the moment. I never got the chance to think things over regarding a real relationship and being in one. I say not yet, I’m having the time of my life and enjoying every single of it, besides I still have 2 years left before I sail back to that bandwagon of couple’s ride, hehehe. Friends, its time to stop pondering about my past and move on, this things wont help either both party, like 7 years of being choked out versus 2 isn’t a bad trade. With all honesty, I never get to enjoy my 20s and I’m trying to bask into that glory.
There is no need to rush and get serious just because everybody is. Time will tell if cupid will knock again and i’ll be happy to embrace the so called fad of that love festival. In the meantime enjoy enjoy muna! I love my life now with no rules, no limits and no time to deal with matters of the heart..
I will quote Bart Bass to lose this topic.
Bart Bass: “You opened your heart to Blair. And it made you weak. You can not be one person at work and another one at home. If you’re soft, you’re soft. And well, let’s face it. You’re soft.“
I’m not ready to be in that soft spot yet 🙂 Arya!