i can only imagine how this little euqal sign ang close parenthesis can mean so much.. It was just out the blue when i started using those special symbols on my cellphone coming from my own “frustration”..like a bee sting, she gives me that smile of a frowning face, but my phone wont recognize it as an icon (yellow smiley found in my messenger).. truly captivating.. hehehe funny it seems that it could only say something is not right or the shoe aint fitting. I thrive to thread the needle but its much worse if the needle has no eye, no matter how many times you wick the end of the thread. It has come to my attention that both the subject and victim has its own misfortune.. I maybe threading the same needle over and over again. What makes the needle tick… fuck what does make it tick.. God im dying to know the answer.
Stained glass without the sugar ray.. Somehow its like my back is against a brick wall and leaning the wind. Hope makes her tick on my end.. Like the song.. “It dangles on string, like a slow spinning redemption”. Hope produces a damaged and perished entity, “clinging” and still leaving it breathing.. like the equal closed parenthesis.. frown but still alive.