It was a bit tiring not to get your act together. Too much work? Or not a single txt message to write & send to. Not online. Not even curious to blur an email. Why si this happening? Is there too much of work? Am I like not executing the right routine of my workout? Who did this to me. I’m starting to question evry bit of my being how am I able to deal with this. I did what I had to do and regret the facts. I wasn’t trying to prove something out of the ordinary. Maybe longing for bitter sweet relationship and vacant for over a year and 2 mos does the trick. Im stuck in this predicament.. Why bother to inject the poison I never intended to. Did I hurt someone? Or maybe its just my ego.. I guess not.. I believe love is tricky and this thing always pulls the rabbit out of the hat. I wish I never tried this in the first place.. Hurting and dismantling once thought is not my forte.. It was by a mere poke. I hope it didn’t hurt.. I am sorry.. Maybe I was just hurt..
Alcohol & Vague Goodbyes 3/24/09